Tuesday, August 17, 2004
denise shited{[[...haix...m in a blue blue mood here...no one can eva help me man...i have to get this nastiness off me before it gets any worse...im feeling so stupid today...hate myself...i just do...haix...yay...i groomed my nails with a buffer today...(like that is a great deal)...sometime do you just feel so abandoned?? and sick of yourself???so lifeless!!!this bitterness just better wears off fast lor...even sh,ng,ma,shel,nic...blah blah...n so on...had actually felt me being different...i mean...even my close fwrens dun even realise it...haix...sadder...ok...lets see if i can create a poem on the spot...
lets start from the beginning
n the things that i haf said
did my actions offend you
that you made me feel this way
you were everything that i dreamt of
every detail in my life
its nice to have you existing
on this little planet called earth
and me knowing your name
but your impressions just fade away
to somewhere distant from me
please come back
for there will always be this girl
back here waiting for you
~the end~
funni me...hahas haix...wad on earth am i writing about....quite ok 4 on the spot writing eh.....lols...bhb....yupp,send your comments...plus some consoling wordies..lifeless me..............'~' ........no mood to shit liao lah.......................{[[....hahas...shitties....
lost without you;
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
