Monday, October 11, 2004
denise shited{[[...
many nights i prayed
that we will live in a kingdom
where i will be queen
and you shall be king
many a time i hope
you will be the perfect one for me
oh,
but how wrong was me
why am i so stupid
and didnt see it coming
was so stupid
and blinded by you
losing my dignity
which is all that i owned
oh,
why must you
take everything from me
that even the littlest dignity
was taken from me
i am no one special,
just some what decent,
not like just any other gal
why must you even steal that from me?
oh,god
why arent my prayers heard?
why are they left unanswered
why must you show me a monster
who ate up my dignity....
RESPECT IS TO BE EARNED, NOT DEMANDED
day one i looked up at you
showing leadership
like it wasnt new to you
funny and humourous
as i met you
a good friend to chat with
though we barely knew
i grew more fond of you
showering me with care and concern
like what a brother do
your doings were predictable
as i thought
as if you are my brother
but i think you're not
but soon i grew to like you
i knew you like me before i do
cheering me up with your usual ways
honest,and bright,standing there always
of course,you are!
so bright,emerging fron a good shell
your background so clean,
your love so perfect
that was how i was too lost in you
you said that you thought about me
but i really doubt so
most guys are horny
i understand
so i didnt make much of it then
with utmost respect i gave
although some disappointments came
but i carried on
despite you knew girls more
those smses you sent to me,
really,
touched me deeply
entched deeply in my heart
but,didnt know why i felt pain
playing my part
maybe i was jealous of your lifestyle,
getting to know more gals in style
but alas
i know this is too good to be true
that it was the perfect you
everyone has their flaws
but not as outstanding as yours
for this very day
you made me say
that i loved you no more
those minutes flickered by
as you caressed my body by and by
asking you to stop
but you carried on
i realised that i have made the wrong choice
yes,you were kind enough to teach me
but one who does not respect another's dignity
is just as good as pee
those urge that you men have
were not many good ones left
all are rotten i shall say
but if you are in my shoes
you cant put it another way
no man has ever proven worthy of me
not one
gains my respect
i think i will leave it to be
since you have broken my trust
much respect gained and lost
and not worthy of me
i think i can let the matter pass
if you can fulfill these conditions from your lust
if you could put in hundred nights to the test
your punishment
shall be
a hundred nights without any contact of me
this would be a test
of the amount of respect,love and lust you get
if you can think a hundred nights of me
i shall let the matter be
but no more lust and adultery
with those girls you have contact with
no funny thoughts or actions
should you show to get errection
maybe i can forgive you sooner
but it all depends on how you prove yourself to me
with all clues in this poem,
i guess you will know wad i mean..
take on this challenge
without any questions
and i will decide on what your fate got to be
lost without you;
Monday, October 11, 2004
