Tuesday, April 26, 2005
denise shited{[[.......
wad do u want me to do
many a tyme i spend so much tyme finding my inner self
its reali a struggle u noe
wid gal pressure
home stuff n sch life
it totally reeks
foe example
a sister
wad could be worse than a sister??
i mean...like duh
its so irritating n stuff
i need a new family
dad grew sumting
bet all u normal kids wib a normal dad dun grow any ting
its cancerous u noe
its like...mums bugging my life
as in...she needs more than her life to nag abt
its not bad u see
its showing concer
but its kinda irritating n boring most of the tyme
a load of rubbish if u ask mi
respect??of...i gif loads of tt 2 her
but she never once fails to crush it wib her mouth
u see.....
im so miserable
of cus, self discriminating isnt reli my hobby
u noe...like i got back my chen
bleahs...hell of a mistake!!!
shld haf studied in sec2
no rm 4 refrets now
its the end of my life
its like....trying to swim in the sea when u dun even know how to float
n tt u noe u r going to die...u noe
its like...the feeling is indescrible
like...i jus lost a best fren n she now no longer talks much to me
feel like crap
its a whole lota feeling squashed into a ball
im feeling sleepy
y is it so
wad tyme is it????so early???!!!!
mus b the math
its driving me nuts
zy is gona pay 4 this
ya....bleahs...n tt guy haf beta gif mi am explanation 4 this behavior
its insanity
im so going bonkus ova my life
like...its so not happening.....!!!!!!!!1
can u like believe it???its murder
im a bad gal
is my character tt bad???
then y did god make mi this way
im such a jerk
god'll hate mi 4 this
lord i noe u told mi theres a whole lota obstacles in my way
n i told u i wun weep
but y wun u jus gif mi a break>>>
its tearing my life apart
y carn anyone listen to my cries for crying out loud??!!!
but wad can i do
im a useless bum
everyone has given up hope om me
its like...im so lazy
bet no one even wants to marry mi
its ok tho....i'll jus b an old old spinser
the cold world faces me
and im lost in the streets
bleahs~s if tt would happn
i'll jus work hard and get $$$ thro cpf la
wads cpf 4....lols...
like...im so reli going to shit...ciaos 4 now..ta-ta
lost without you;
Tuesday, April 26, 2005