Friday, October 14, 2005
denise shited{[[........
sometimes i reli want to think that there is more to me
not just some denise
but someone of purporse
someone of importance
not just that plain old denise
argh!!!!
oh well...went cl dar hse wib kor to watch moveie
had to leave after 1st movie cus mum called
i truly apologise
i saw j...
skipped a beat
seriously, that shld not be happening
i have to get away from all that thing
if i really want to gt something outta myself
i want to depend on myself to achieve great things
true,earthly matters are indeed not important
that is, the rewards awaiting for me up there are far greater
but somehow...what will i do with the extra time
might as well make good use of myself to cultivate better values
through earthly achievements
through my success and failures
i believe education does not scare me
its a preparation
for the future
its working life that scares me
the people of that society
when i get out of school,
i do not want to work in any burger king
any macdonalds
any 7 11(not tt its not good...its a job...but i have to confess...the enviroment does not suit me)
but somewhere that i get to have a room all by myself
u get what i mean
i really want to provide for my family
seeing as to how i hate to be poor
i really cannot stand it
how i wish i can go back to the past whereby
even though i want a 1000 dollar thing
my pareats will willingly give it to me
in my childhood,
i have learnt many things
i mean my parents, like any rich parents would
have sent me to numerous courses
i was once rich
once....
birdnests everyday
sharksfin as i like
however expensive a toy i will get
mum even told me i "had high tea" almost everyday..
(just that too bad i was still milking)
argh!!!!!!
i just hate being poor
but i must thank god
for giving me this chance
because,it is onli when i am poor will i begin to appreciate
will i then begin to work hard
this way i won't be labelled as
one who depend on my family's influences for success
i must work hard on my own
can never allow love(or rth crush)
to spoil my plan
one day...the world will hear of my name
my my family will never have to face hardship in their lives again
i pray all these in christ's name
-amen-
lost without you;
Friday, October 14, 2005
