Sunday, May 07, 2006
denise shited{[[............
imagine a time
where your world was young
you were a carefree little one
with your parents by your side
teaching you all the things they could
encouraging you for everything right that you did
and spending time with you
as you grew up
your parents thought that you were old enough to fend on your own
and leaves you behind
reality then hits you like a slap from behind
asking you to wake up and see the reality
that is in front of you
you suddenly feel like in a darkened room
no light!
you started to feel your way around
touching
trying to find a way out
just like in reality where you try to wriggle
and find your way out of the darkened room
you hoped in your heart
that someone will be encouraging you from behind
just like the joyful times of the past
but all your attempts of finding a way out were furtile
and began to think about what went wrong along the way
has your parents stopped caring about you?
or did they want to see you grow up on your own?
for you parents...you will of course choose option 2 of what i have stated
and for you struggling young people...or even adults...you will choose option 1
sooooo.......the question still reamins
what happened along the way???
many a time...you will want people to praise you
to feedback to you that you are doing fine
to be told that you are doing a wonderful job
but stop and think...
do you praise others???
now look at the people around you
well...i see many gloomy faces in the mrt train nowadays
especially those people coming back from work and school
have they been so downtrodden by their loved ones that results in this?
have our 'so-called' mordern civilisation result in the loss of morals and virtues along the way?
or have they drain into the drain just as the technology is picking up
do your part today....praise someone...and you will make someone's day...
mummy...daddy....i would like to hear that from you too
i have been working very hard but lately i have slacked
that is why i did not bring my results slip out
i i not want you people to feel that you have wasted your time,money and efforts in bringing me up
one person has hurt me badly lately
and now im still dwelling into it
that person might not have realise what impact the words did to me
that person said
'don't you think that your score now is so much better than those failing marks you got at the start of the term?why then,are you complaining?'
the point im getting here is that its not that i hav failed
but i hav scored almost every test an a1 or 2
and that person happen to score much better in this test
im not saying what that person said was wrong
its just that that mere few words made me feel lousy...
to be contented with a just passing mark
i mean...in life...shouldn't 1 aim for the highest one can go???
it made me feel really lousy
its not only that one sentence that i have been dwelling on
there are many more
like'people take many years to attain that what makes you think you can do it like them?'
aww...i shall not mention those any more
love status:low
mummy.....daddy...please dun d*****e
i want a family
please dun neglet me
i feel out..tho i dun feel it
im facing pressure more than you can imagine
i do not show it
but....
lost without you;
Sunday, May 07, 2006
